I have made this in an attempt to heal a broken soul. I hope my writings will be a brilliant verse that I can look back upon and be proud of, but I am aware of the likely path this blog will follow. Even if filled with mindless drivel, if it helps, then it will be worth it.
I am in the process of finding a therapist, which is a difficult person to pick. I am presently rushing my decision with the understanding that if I dely, I will eventually use it as an excuse to never see one.
But I am tired of my heart hurting. I am tired of feeling burdened with an unexplainable sorrow. I am tired of burdening others with it. I am exhausted of the lack of progress I have made, emotionally, in my two year recovery from an eating disorder. Please, someone, something save me from myself. My mind is an endless cycle of fears, anger, anxiety, urges and compulsions.
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